Ello! Umm tomorrow is 10th of November 2015. It's my birthday. Don't really care about it so much like before. Maybe because it's the spm month? Blergh spm..... why do we need to sit for a test on subjects that i don't even like. Fucked up lifee eh opps no kersing. not gud.
Okay, tomorrow i will turn 17. oh my god finally i'm legal to take the car license exams. and finally i'm free from books. well not permanently but for a few months before i enter ze college life. Honestly i can't wait to see to meet new people. Meet new boys ahaks ;) jk. My boy is always in my heart <3 wtf am i babbling about........ *screams for help*
I'm still at home. I don't want to return to the asrama because sodium square is in bintulu. fak her for leaving me huhu... hahah it's okay, it's her turn to leave me since i always leave her alone. Ummm... maybe i'll return to asrama tomorrow and i'm going to errr school (?) yeah school. I hate to think about school. the word SPM can make me shat my pants (well that is so much lie) I...
Based on my title up there ^ i'm questioning whether i should be happy or sad on my birthday. Well, through my observations, as we grow up no one fucking cares about your birthday. Umm well basically... Like, we wake up in the morning and check our phone for our friends, family and lovers (lol) wishes from whatsapp or any other modern mediums. Then, we go to school or work and nothing actually happens except you have kewl friends like mine. ahax
well although they don't really do that much but i kind of appreciate their efforts to sing birthday songs in public just to make me cover my face and hits them after they finish singing it. Then at night, we lay on our bed feeling like the most special person before we fall asleep. The next day, we wake up and yup, we feel like NOTHING HAPPENS THE DAY BEFORE.
I'm sorry if you're having your special day while reading this lol. did i kill your mood? sorry for that. tak sengaje. i'm just sharing my opinions on birthday as a teenager. We'll see what'll happen tomorrow. blergh -___-
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